She didn’t lose her job. She might still and also, she might quit. No, I am not making this up these are possibilities.

Ten days ago, she laid into me. She got me to the point of suicidal thoughts. When she apologized to me, I told her I had had suicidal thoughts because of it. She got mad at me for telling her that. I am not kidding.

And she wonders why I can’t talk to her. I’m trying to get over this. But it’s not working. I am screaming inside my head.